ehsaywhuman???

life is easy?
it is simply a series of serious choices as a modern poet so eliquently put it.
but making choices is the hard part, or atleast we make it dificult enough.
i get stuck like between a rock and a soft place, let's call it comfort
in comfort i do what i want when i want but dont grow a lick, and with the rock
there is grind but no release, not time to step back and take a breath.

so you decided to write in all lowercase too huh? on some reading my mind shit huh?
you know we used to do that, she and i damn near best friends. roommate, i remember when she couldnt stand my guts, and now...where the heck are we. i think i'm fighting for both the so on point friendship and the omg love of my life. where is there a seperation, is there one, is that a bad thing that i can't draw the line.

i have a lot of life left living and i have a lot of things that must be done. with it all i gotta hold on too my plan of growing up and having kids and a house and all that, but there's no need to rush...right?

okay then there's her and her and her, but i'm okay with not acting on every attraction i have, that would be opening up ten piles of shit i'm sure and like i'm saying...or maybe i havent said, but i'm not suppossed to be involved with anyone right now anyways, add to that that i'm pretty sure of who i'll want to be with when it all comes down and i can let a lot of this ish go, right?

you, our profile pics are even similar, my rose is just a little icey...fitting i guess

astapasta